tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51577248665717967822024-03-19T01:35:57.233-07:00t!ny.hung3r.p0int[**life as a thiny boat.which go to places.as light as it shud be**]gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.comBlogger28125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-58000675456937425032011-11-08T20:16:00.000-08:002011-11-08T21:11:47.068-08:00where am ihonestly<br />i am new<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">its been so long</span><br /><br />but now<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">i am half dead</span><br />should i go back 2 the old times?<br />where i feel just free<br />toilet bowl, bunch of foods with me<br /><br />somebody said i am <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">fat</span></span> .stupid.<br /><br />all this things<br />gonna trigger me back<br />i want 2 feel <span style="font-weight: bold;">free</span><br />like i use 2 be?? oh help me<br />i don't feel such a <span style="font-weight: bold;">reality<br /><br /></span>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-89068778149667814652011-05-15T10:14:00.000-07:002011-05-15T10:16:03.365-07:00da issue dat u will never understand<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnFCL0gA8zFXe5tHzPotlA4lQNsEkv4aOb41CVwaH7IwkZH9xDWE2CC9SEXiq701Yq6fFu0SDAm1udSarCFyZlg9M74OkxEe8XfIejXtelDS2OfLQzHtctUMy5OY2wjkoiyeSuTVo2XkM/s1600/tumblr_lkaadre67d1qejjiho1_500.png"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 178px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnFCL0gA8zFXe5tHzPotlA4lQNsEkv4aOb41CVwaH7IwkZH9xDWE2CC9SEXiq701Yq6fFu0SDAm1udSarCFyZlg9M74OkxEe8XfIejXtelDS2OfLQzHtctUMy5OY2wjkoiyeSuTVo2XkM/s320/tumblr_lkaadre67d1qejjiho1_500.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5606992729576757858" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2_lhAsHg7fwpvzroNWJjYpolS5owjWa1qHiNGQCe-P1H453BM4gO8-bCR4-7009HzARRiQ-7XB5tkJVcyfBH2V6C80B78lCXayrgmei6uI2KKdELEVGt86lU7bWOoPlSsKdRS334NU7s/s1600/hannah+murray.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 230px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2_lhAsHg7fwpvzroNWJjYpolS5owjWa1qHiNGQCe-P1H453BM4gO8-bCR4-7009HzARRiQ-7XB5tkJVcyfBH2V6C80B78lCXayrgmei6uI2KKdELEVGt86lU7bWOoPlSsKdRS334NU7s/s320/hannah+murray.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5606992725898494482" border="0" /></a>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-32060123906750053112011-05-15T09:59:00.000-07:002011-05-15T10:14:13.790-07:00look at me now<div style="text-align: right; font-family: arial; color: rgb(0, 0, 102);">i purge again today<br />when im alone at home<br />im so down<span style="font-weight: bold;"> depressed</span><br />by them<br />they who always<span style="font-weight: bold;"> badmouth me</span><br />what im doing<br />what i eat<br />i dun get it<br />why shud they care<br />i know how to take care of myself<br />what i do is never been their business<br />i am<span style="font-weight: bold;"> annoyed.</span>i truly am.<br /><br />n my system<br />i am happy how i start not 2 b more triggered by food<br />i lose my appetite<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">i can have control</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">dear self, please hold on</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">watever may comes, fight till the end</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">cos i am thiny me.dats wat im reaching for n gonna b.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">i can do this. u all also can.</span><br /></div>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-37679011772486994082011-04-20T20:24:00.000-07:002011-04-20T20:42:48.756-07:00where do i start<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEioH5UScCm83GSutiH5lUkR-bTt9WlA-A0SCTEPWmkR11nb4klFIXhcn_GeUB1Chn4PW6lB3d28mocOkX3dVlloTA6_8EfeRjOp8DG3URBwBMWb9kZ3rIuuTHov0V4iQJRbFaKWxjV73ms/s1600/tumblr_lj5rqjIPyk1qhnza7o1_500.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 197px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEioH5UScCm83GSutiH5lUkR-bTt9WlA-A0SCTEPWmkR11nb4klFIXhcn_GeUB1Chn4PW6lB3d28mocOkX3dVlloTA6_8EfeRjOp8DG3URBwBMWb9kZ3rIuuTHov0V4iQJRbFaKWxjV73ms/s320/tumblr_lj5rqjIPyk1qhnza7o1_500.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5597873630224736194" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjU_07osm4qZ5PbF94F0HtjijCf4GGsh5HlhF9REsjKaSwA68-_v8nNz_3vjQfN4H7C8OnSOfLcgbND7fhSOCvE7dqJ4O603jRDYnY54Fvf40cOxAUab6M4ZQCbecfIjmeZbPEEAx8mdPA/s1600/Thin94.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 319px; height: 234px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjU_07osm4qZ5PbF94F0HtjijCf4GGsh5HlhF9REsjKaSwA68-_v8nNz_3vjQfN4H7C8OnSOfLcgbND7fhSOCvE7dqJ4O603jRDYnY54Fvf40cOxAUab6M4ZQCbecfIjmeZbPEEAx8mdPA/s320/Thin94.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5597873022957206674" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51); font-family: trebuchet ms;">lets go, me n u :)</span></span><br /></div>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-55542175755478793712011-04-20T20:02:00.000-07:002011-04-20T20:23:06.624-07:00M.I.A<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-4l8_4De9X3u6I3QqeN1YLc-ayY83O9I1IW2gdJSQhYOkiOypXjeakYIp0alVOHCMwEk91nmShOK27V1HR-QxMiGrJvifatp2Dz-SLqWGz6cJC_L8Xt4bXdAnRrxAhyphenhyphennw18WQL2owVr0/s1600/tumblr_lj5rqjIPyk1qhnza7o1_500.jpg"><br /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtCPrEw5_WrBhfpj-nMcyhSfKdAX0OEDUZ6rLRNfKsxIYiO2he6vvotSWJBwMJlPNio5fZ_tqyRzDk29f6mwKG3_n2ZVxbTXkONLjBdYnPJJksDNxB5eXhz1Il1K7Bf_vVsCjWjsB1fkk/s1600/tumblr_ld3d6qBGU71qdykxvo1_250.png"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtCPrEw5_WrBhfpj-nMcyhSfKdAX0OEDUZ6rLRNfKsxIYiO2he6vvotSWJBwMJlPNio5fZ_tqyRzDk29f6mwKG3_n2ZVxbTXkONLjBdYnPJJksDNxB5eXhz1Il1K7Bf_vVsCjWjsB1fkk/s320/tumblr_ld3d6qBGU71qdykxvo1_250.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5597869860001028354" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">hello all darls..</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">anamia girls..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">OMG. yea, im back.</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"><br />sorry for all da M.I.A-missing in action things..</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"><br />u know wats wrong wif all da world nowadays.</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"><br />ive got involved wif da revolution riot things,</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"><br />not dat i took part in it, but da place where im studying is..</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"><br />then ive been sent back 2 my hometown 4 about 2 3 months..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">thnk god im safe.</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"><br /><br />n now i am back,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">honestly damn truly, ive been thinking about u all.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">n yup, i miss mia n ana.</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">i gain weight again,<br />last nyte, i can't really study.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">im thinking why did i lose my grip when i can control things??</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">i just want a perfect body, a perfect soul.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">maybe i shud take down the weight chart above,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">n hell yeah, gonna change all<br />da background, da music, well u know,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">i shud not give up. i can start again.<br /><br /><br />a new page.<br />where da rest is still unwritten.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">again,i miss u.i really am.*seems annoying huh.lol*<br />-always. gottabsomebody <3-<br /></span> </div>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-75310344099760481612010-11-27T23:35:00.000-08:002010-11-28T00:01:22.007-08:00revenge is sweeter than u ever were <span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-family:arial;" >im depressed</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-family:arial;" >with all da exam stuff</span><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial; color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">its not easy. no wonder some ppl just gave up their study</div><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial; color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">but i love my future, parents who gave everyting<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiprNR9FdbyVSUX0rjddq3rMmlAdY5q4riy5eMyaBJTvx9U99Hzm2ZXC_PnP7S93zaNkKJrJ1rSK9PDRx9t_c9hF7LJKHhYYsN13TCOob_e4L6OpgXyhW2kzAdHto8mXrU_wZFcG-TOoeA/s1600/images.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 118px; height: 87px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiprNR9FdbyVSUX0rjddq3rMmlAdY5q4riy5eMyaBJTvx9U99Hzm2ZXC_PnP7S93zaNkKJrJ1rSK9PDRx9t_c9hF7LJKHhYYsN13TCOob_e4L6OpgXyhW2kzAdHto8mXrU_wZFcG-TOoeA/s320/images.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5544506073204427426" border="0" /></a></div><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-family:arial;" >n i love my body</span> <span style="font-family:arial;">
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<br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family:arial;">so few weeks</span> <span style="font-family:arial;">on focusing,</span>
<br /><span style="font-family:arial;">im eating</span> <span style="font-family:arial;">but restrict. </span>
<br /><span style="font-family:arial;">n im taking all my housemates n friends bad talk</span>
<br /><span style="font-family:arial;">their madness. envyness. 'busybody'ness.</span> <span style="font-family:arial;">haha</span>
<br /><span style="font-family:arial;">i hide in my room when they eat</span>
<br /><span style="font-family:arial;">n when i eat with them im taking longer time in toilet after that</span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-family:arial;" ><span style="font-size:130%;">mia is closer than me</span> in dis period stage</span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-family:arial;" >but<span style="font-size:130%;"> i need you ana</span></span>
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<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >i dun feel great. </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-size:130%;" >
<br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >when i see da num increased</span>
<br /><span style="font-family:arial;">but a smile is back</span>
<br /><span style="font-family:arial;">cos i just saw<span style="font-size:130%;"> <span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">my GW</span> i</span>s on da scale</span>
<br /><span style="font-family:arial;">i love u scale. </span>
<br /><span style="font-family:arial;">i can see<span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);"> my collarbone, my hipbone is appearing</span></span>
<br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">but i really need a thigh gap. n a smaller face.</span> *mybe plastic surgery?. haha*</span>
<br /></div><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-family:arial;" >
<br />i know i can do this. i know we all can.</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-family:arial;" >
<br />u all keep inspire me.
<br />especially ryte now there r many anamia tumblr.</span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-family:arial;" >n i love it. thanks ppl.
<br />so lets start a new GW.</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);font-family:arial;" >
<br />n dun forget 2 wish me luck. im still having my exam.</span>
<br /><div style="text-align: right;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgk3-nXNyIKU_n_BzQC7Y4_YaGyiIRs9y9TUz0UDQB0BzIM7JpP027XA0CdYiZhJ3wOu4x_tt3WhyphenhyphenAsTuOg5TNRdLtrF5o_69zxuonPbcifrI09x1VWdduOdKikggVkymQcP9TAoQh3F1A/s1600/tumblr_l5fooyCR5d1qalrz1o1_500.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 274px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgk3-nXNyIKU_n_BzQC7Y4_YaGyiIRs9y9TUz0UDQB0BzIM7JpP027XA0CdYiZhJ3wOu4x_tt3WhyphenhyphenAsTuOg5TNRdLtrF5o_69zxuonPbcifrI09x1VWdduOdKikggVkymQcP9TAoQh3F1A/s320/tumblr_l5fooyCR5d1qalrz1o1_500.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5544505181079478690" border="0" /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span></a><blockquote style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgk3-nXNyIKU_n_BzQC7Y4_YaGyiIRs9y9TUz0UDQB0BzIM7JpP027XA0CdYiZhJ3wOu4x_tt3WhyphenhyphenAsTuOg5TNRdLtrF5o_69zxuonPbcifrI09x1VWdduOdKikggVkymQcP9TAoQh3F1A/s1600/tumblr_l5fooyCR5d1qalrz1o1_500.jpg"><span style="font-family:verdana;">dun worry, tomorrow is always a new day.</span></a> <a style="font-family: verdana;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgk3-nXNyIKU_n_BzQC7Y4_YaGyiIRs9y9TUz0UDQB0BzIM7JpP027XA0CdYiZhJ3wOu4x_tt3WhyphenhyphenAsTuOg5TNRdLtrF5o_69zxuonPbcifrI09x1VWdduOdKikggVkymQcP9TAoQh3F1A/s1600/tumblr_l5fooyCR5d1qalrz1o1_500.jpg">wat u need 2 do is, JUST believe in urself. stop worrying n be calm.</a> <a style="font-family: verdana;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgk3-nXNyIKU_n_BzQC7Y4_YaGyiIRs9y9TUz0UDQB0BzIM7JpP027XA0CdYiZhJ3wOu4x_tt3WhyphenhyphenAsTuOg5TNRdLtrF5o_69zxuonPbcifrI09x1VWdduOdKikggVkymQcP9TAoQh3F1A/s1600/tumblr_l5fooyCR5d1qalrz1o1_500.jpg">dats y we have each other. <3</a>
<br />*im keeping my track in twitter*
<br /></blockquote> </div>
<br />gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-66978356840192701292010-11-17T23:00:00.000-08:002010-11-17T23:06:23.678-08:00demn<span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">yea damn</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">damn n damn</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">here comes da feast. one week holiday.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">ive got my good friend came from other town</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">n u know wat happened, we kept hanging out</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">n she took control of me. she took control of wat came into my body.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">n i damn hate me.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">i gained weight again, to 53kg..</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">ive kept thinking, ive been hold on for so long,</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">y am i so stupid..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">blahhh...**** off...</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">ive got new buddy at twitter..</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">tomorrow, 19th -26th, im gonna start the</span><a style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;" href="http://98islovee.tumblr.com/"> 'thanksgiving fasting'..</a><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">lets see wat will hppen..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">gonna b hiatus..cos ive got midterm coming...</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;">doodles to all!! n keep on fighting!!</span>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-49252635110788063702010-10-30T10:38:00.000-07:002010-10-30T10:56:49.358-07:00never good enough<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">ya, i love this song.</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i am proud of me.</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br />i believe, i shud not listen 2 others.i shud listen 2 me.</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><br />while writing this, i am eating vegie..<br />just small amount..</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">due to my headache..<br />n ive got test at class today, n yay, i can't answer it.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">damn shit.</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><br />but on da <span style="font-weight: bold;">bright side,</span></span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">im starting my restrict last week..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">em, restrict almost to fasting..</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br />n last thursday, ive got huge headache, throw up a lot of liquid.</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">yup, my housemates once again making dat as<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> A BIG DEAL</span></span> that i must face..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">they keep asking about my eating..<br />lately they ask ALOT..</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">they try to control me..</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br />but sory,<span style="font-weight: bold;"> i want to have a perfect body, so here im da one who's having control..</span></span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br />its become easier since my roomate had moved out..</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br />i can lock myself in the room, exercise and faking eat anytime i want..</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><br />n the great is, still rmber dat when i get back here, i gained weight..<br />its 54kg actually..</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">now due to the restrict, im back to 51kg..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">im loving this<span style="font-weight: bold;">.i can feel my <span style="font-size:130%;">collarbone.</span> now waiting for my<span style="font-size:130%;"> hipbone</span> 2 appear.<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivLOHSIK2y1mt3206zMFGccJmgBJuqJq6WryEk05JQt_ubBsrBZNUMBzkAw_OTTRpkHoxwgrfmonaHJm1zPh9gLjtFQX0MK10uAny5McBPTEmTEMh9-3rTO8Fc-2oMZJfNEgfgNxl-b9Y/s1600/4339533445_2488b375d8.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivLOHSIK2y1mt3206zMFGccJmgBJuqJq6WryEk05JQt_ubBsrBZNUMBzkAw_OTTRpkHoxwgrfmonaHJm1zPh9gLjtFQX0MK10uAny5McBPTEmTEMh9-3rTO8Fc-2oMZJfNEgfgNxl-b9Y/s320/4339533445_2488b375d8.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5533898603681306338" border="0" /></a></span></span></span></span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">friends, who i loved, i need u..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">please add me at ur twitter, so we can keep in touch..</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br />n to anyone who's got any idea about supplements,protein shake or energy drink,<br />please let me know!</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br />cos im searching for it now..</span> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><br />n 2 ana buddies, love ya.keep strong.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >we may not be gud enough, but we are thinning 2 perfection.</span><br />.WE CAN DO THIS.<br /></div>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-71223061275221024182010-10-21T19:53:00.000-07:002010-10-21T20:08:39.423-07:00here we go again<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCuXKLzWy-ok-gRgzCAR_FmmIrkwYo5_3YS6zpdDoiEj7cXGxJQMrQ-JaPCM6cvQYH-xsjJDUdGo2IqOnxjsZWqMq3ks6_N9vVqO1lwUu7DT0NHqOOHL3au4OwdS9P7qMIQi21Eg0uOps/s1600/z150906271.png"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 211px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCuXKLzWy-ok-gRgzCAR_FmmIrkwYo5_3YS6zpdDoiEj7cXGxJQMrQ-JaPCM6cvQYH-xsjJDUdGo2IqOnxjsZWqMq3ks6_N9vVqO1lwUu7DT0NHqOOHL3au4OwdS9P7qMIQi21Eg0uOps/s320/z150906271.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530701368993941138" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">i dun wanna regret</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">cos i know dat world mean useless</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><br />sorry, for all dis time long dat i haven't write..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><br /><br /><br />after da last post, all da struggling with final xam.</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><br />i went back home to far far away land..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><br />n fullstop.we all know wat happened when it got to do with family.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">when im not eating, mummy urge me 2..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">cos when i got back, she said i looked<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> skinny..</span></span></span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><br /><br />but now, ****, when i got back here, ppl said i look <span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >chubby..</span></span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><br />yeah, for about 2 months, i gained mybe 2kgs??or 4kgs??</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">i really dun wanna c da number. cos it hurts me..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><br /><br />n here we start a new college life,</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">me n housemates..<br />then, im starting dis week..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><br />im not sponsoring part of my money 2 da ous fund, </span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">n i said i don wanna eat for dis week..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">sudden, all my housmie bcame so damn bizzared bout dis..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">y they have 2 care about it?? i know how 2 look after my own body..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><br />i really dun get it..</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><br />just, im trying my best 2 get back 2 me..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">n we'll see...</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">that i am me..<br />i just missed u all ladies!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153); font-weight: bold;">miss u very much...ana...</span></span>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-23730369410590193932010-07-28T18:28:00.000-07:002010-11-28T10:03:08.679-08:00im sick??<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhApziphmecFYrXcU8wtZp2SaZgx3PHbPxMO26Q4rDEaV9KVIRaouzBwSf9khNceEGasIpDC22WEZ7eZLtKKagu74eVST-YdgTfY3Imp_VUJbXJGpxAQ4Roxi61fpnQNGN_crhtbDoHIug/s1600/tumblr_l5zylpcooX1qa7l88o1_500.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhApziphmecFYrXcU8wtZp2SaZgx3PHbPxMO26Q4rDEaV9KVIRaouzBwSf9khNceEGasIpDC22WEZ7eZLtKKagu74eVST-YdgTfY3Imp_VUJbXJGpxAQ4Roxi61fpnQNGN_crhtbDoHIug/s320/tumblr_l5zylpcooX1qa7l88o1_500.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5499139408995763362" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:verdana;" >am i sick??</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:verdana;" >ive been stressed out lately..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:verdana;" >yup, bcause of stdy..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:verdana;" >n i just knew dat da author of da NEW MNF had gone for a break...</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:verdana;" >n me??</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:verdana;" >i did fast 4 da MNF for 2days,losing 1 kg..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:verdana;" ><br />then i knew LEMON had gone..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:verdana;" >but lets support each other..</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:verdana;" >everyone has their own reason..<br />n she just need some time...just b strong<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span></span><a style="font-family: verdana; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" href="http://iflifegivesyoulemonsdonteatthem.blogspot.com/">LEMON</a><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">~</span><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> </span> <div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span style="font-family:verdana;">n me,</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />em...yesterday,im not fasting..</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />bcause of da xam..<br />my adrenaline had put an impct strength on me (y im using dis term???lol)</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />i dunno if bcause of dat </span> <span style="font-family:verdana;">mia had come again 2 my life 4 da past few days..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">n ysterday, me and all of my housemates had gone 4 lunch 2gether...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">n back at home, i purged...alot...<br />n i dunno y</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;">im so tired yesterday evening...</span> </div> <div style="text-align: right; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />so its ok,<br />2day i start fasting again...</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />i shud never give up...shud i??<br /></span> <span style="font-family:verdana;">i shud never say never ryte??</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">im worried since im taking dental course,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">my prof used 2 mention bout mia...<br />n</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;">there is one of my buddies who knew bout dis,</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />n keep watching her eyes on me...</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />she shud shut her mouth i think...</span><br /></div> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-size:130%;" > </span><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">..watever it is..ana n mia is my best buddies..</span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">..think thin..i believe in me n u..</span></span> </div>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-87524152825792278072010-07-25T19:05:00.000-07:002010-07-28T18:51:12.745-07:00im a hero<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >life's such a hectic</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br />im gettin tired n stress</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >due 2 my study life dat i sacrifice</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >n now, ive got exam in each week??? WTh</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br />owh yeah..2 things stucked in my mind</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br />-study -weight</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >me<br /><br />n all my frens..we're just few n all r away from families..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >each weekend, we make a gathering...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >n when there's a gathering, there must b food ryte??</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >n yup, i ate a lot..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >i thought i need energy for xam..</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >so i ate?? lol..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >n alot means...binging for 4 days in a row..</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br />sucks ryte..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >i need a company...a buddy..a booster..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >then i found a new site..<br />which will make u think dat u're living in a </span><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 153);" href="http://www.anascastle.webs.com/Home.html">light fairy princess's castle</a><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >its totally supportive...i love it...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br />n guess wat, da MNF had start again...</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >its called </span><a style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);" href="http://themidsummernightfast.blogspot.com/"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">N0t Too LAte MNF..</span>.</a><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >n im joining...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >since im rarely on9 due to xam,</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br />i'll start 2day n will end 15august...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><br />every1, do join...n lets update each other..</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjySvUJrzUBOk36hZpSmBCp6aHxmLH6tJxwk4paz0dJUoDXGYOxjLPQxCY5p2powc7CJRhQIzPLd5MESJre37RK7lsZYNE5f5ipAcQD8fXu9gi7h__raZhRia2u2ZLrucLGCTHXbdMoWaA/s1600/90210-BTS-Sil-044.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 215px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjySvUJrzUBOk36hZpSmBCp6aHxmLH6tJxwk4paz0dJUoDXGYOxjLPQxCY5p2powc7CJRhQIzPLd5MESJre37RK7lsZYNE5f5ipAcQD8fXu9gi7h__raZhRia2u2ZLrucLGCTHXbdMoWaA/s320/90210-BTS-Sil-044.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5498035218776712370" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >*wish me luck* for xam n dis life*<br />*p/s- lovin jessica's stroup's backbone*<br /></span><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;"><blockquote><span style="font-size:130%;">im a hero of my own story<br />n i don't need 2 be saved</span></blockquote></div>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-54742092092508662992010-07-13T19:01:00.000-07:002010-07-13T19:06:59.361-07:00count on me<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"><span style="font-family: times new roman;">i changed my layout</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman;">i upload new music</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman;">i wanna b fresh n confident anamia</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman;">i dun wanna fail</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman;">i wanna b succeed</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman;">everyday is a new day</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman;">n it'll b btter if i can hang on</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman;">if not i'll start fresh n new</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman;">i want 2 b light n light</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman;">no more stress </span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman;">n dis is a confession dat im still hanging on</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman;">i'll do btter</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman;">wishing dat 2 all of u 2</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">-gottabsomebody-</span><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">new thinysp0- jessica stroup 90210 (jealousy of her bone) -#-</span><br /></div>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-70325809322214392452010-07-13T11:43:00.000-07:002010-07-13T11:52:23.123-07:00A NEW MEOH MY GOD..<br />its been such along2 time i didn't write..<br />hoow i reallllly miss all da anas n mias buddies...<br /><br />so ive got stuck into such a uni conflict..<br />dat makes me stuck...n travel mostly all da time 2 sttle up da probs...<br />i travelled n yup i ate..<br />how ppl will get suicide if they get into my probs..<br />how u're totally far awy from ur family n need 2 sttle up all da stud illegal issue all by urself..<br />n ppl really love 2 take others money ryte??<br />huh...so tired of talkin bout such stupid stuff...<br /><br />da great news is,<br />i transfer 2 a great uni...n really starting such a fresh a engine in my study...<br />n i rented a new big house..n i just got internet...!!!<br />so 2 my lovely buddies. i'll contct u soon...<br /><br />n bout my body issue...<br />here's da thing...i travelled n ate n i got dis huge distract<br />n i gained weight...55.7kg...sucks isn't it???<br /><br />then ive been fasting 4 bout 10 days...<br />eat low cals..but still i just lost till 53.5kg..<br />im hepy,but my trget is 50 n im not even close...<br />hurm, so starting yesterday,<br />i try da non solid fast...<br />just soup n drinks...wish me luck gurls..<br />n i MISS u all so muchhhh ;****<br />(got stuck with studies makes me eat less n if i can, i'll try 2 update k???<br />next week got quiz!!! ;O...bubye)gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-65301080660098910272010-05-21T04:44:00.001-07:002010-05-21T06:45:45.145-07:00drowning in meaningless<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">here i am..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">for long ive been gone..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">a month?? yeah...lol</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">em, its true..im stuck in da mid of my own college's prob...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">then about a month ive been out of town..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">settling up everytin..n now im back, things still being unsettled..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">im so damn jealous wif other frens, having their finals..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">n im stuck like hell a politician doing things other than stdy..</span><br /><a style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6qKU2daqmTRyfkAIqxvSJVOmXrX853SpiYVg1M3rPQ_TwrFWkh3wqs5kPxlYvpExdni6jEkSa9aScQ-Wx84Gj6WeQqVy5KMpDysY-QQvf9pFRgEe1ldF5rByepJABUqPygapgZSPGC_c/s1600/thinstayingstrongxx.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 100px; height: 100px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6qKU2daqmTRyfkAIqxvSJVOmXrX853SpiYVg1M3rPQ_TwrFWkh3wqs5kPxlYvpExdni6jEkSa9aScQ-Wx84Gj6WeQqVy5KMpDysY-QQvf9pFRgEe1ldF5rByepJABUqPygapgZSPGC_c/s320/thinstayingstrongxx.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5473717465401385186" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">im stress out..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">i tried 2 fast, i last bout 2 days n i drop from 53.7 to 53.3kg..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">see, i can do it if i want it...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">n now im back at home, i know dis will b easier..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">y not???only me can set my mind...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">n internet, no...im using my frens cos my internet connection sucks..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">less money, less eat, less internet???</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">ouh yeah..now i am me..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">i watched grey's last nyte..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">she said,</span><br /><blockquote><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">the very worst part is dat da minute u think u're past it,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">it starts all over again.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">n always, everytime, it takes ur breath away..</span><br /><br /></blockquote>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-15541524206946267182010-04-20T12:17:00.000-07:002010-04-20T12:45:09.301-07:00stupid mood swing<blockquote style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">dat gurl is prettythin. i wanna b like her. but..i am no close 2 her.y can't i??</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKMz8igF0CFms3xVCKhP3hxXSDTn-8En1YQ2NY0CcFwVJkjK3KIlpNtGWoeRafUgC1tNXbeYHdZC6Zai1yOu7eydsCHXH24zaLM-WmDf7Ospzhy_kmR8ns-g5rj7SsitPZltdsqwUsK3o/s1600/wow.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 228px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKMz8igF0CFms3xVCKhP3hxXSDTn-8En1YQ2NY0CcFwVJkjK3KIlpNtGWoeRafUgC1tNXbeYHdZC6Zai1yOu7eydsCHXH24zaLM-WmDf7Ospzhy_kmR8ns-g5rj7SsitPZltdsqwUsK3o/s320/wow.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5462307515376770562" border="0" /></a></blockquote><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;" >im talking alone.</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;" ><br />whispering to myself.</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;" ><br />i had dis thought, i wanna flip my body like i used 2 when i was a child.</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;" ><br />y can't i do it now??</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;" ><br />mybe bcause my fat is so big n makes my body bcome heavy 2 be lift up??</span> <div style="text-align: right; color: rgb(102, 51, 0); font-family: georgia;"><br /><br />i won't lie anymore. yup, i eat too much today.<br />like a cow. n i hate myself for doing so.<br />i hate myself so much. i miss my family so much.<br />but i decided, i told my housemates that im not gonna tribute money for cooking.<br />cos i dun wanna eat anymore. mybe just a lil.<br />n my reason is money. n yup, they said ok.<br /><br /><br /></div> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;" >so wat myself?? all now depends on u.</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;" ><br />can't u realize dis?? u stupid fat. please.<br /></span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;" >so, i won't write. till im satisfied.<br />so sorry MNF.</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;" >im out.<br />i will start counting by my own self.</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;" ><br />i'll write when im fasting.</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;" ><br />im so dissapointed in my own self.</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 0);font-family:georgia;" ><br /><br /></span><blockquote><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 0);font-family:georgia;" >just sorry. just want 2 b prettythin. like her.so i'll start again all by myself.</span> </blockquote>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-31297782449268995782010-04-18T11:42:00.000-07:002010-04-18T12:01:46.904-07:00[MNF 5] to eight<div style="text-align: center;font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">..day 5..</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" ><br /><span style="font-size:100%;">i make up reasons again today<br />since i lost my mobile, i used reasons of having no money 2 eat<br />bcos i had used da money 2 buy a new simcard...<br />dat's wat i said after me n all my friends went eat at a restaurant after we went back from exam today...</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:100%;" >i just ordered a drink-a juice dat i never ever try before..lol ;p<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">n exam?? yeah..im so dissapointed in myself..</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">cos i dun study hard as i shoul</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">d to..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">i dun want to repeat being da same loser person again..</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">wat is happening 2 me??? omg...</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">n till nyte, yeah..i dun eat at all...</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">n im starving...n i start 2 feel hungry..</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">but its ok..lets try our best...i'll make some tea afterwards..</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">n mybe some pilates since da utube connection is ok...</span><br /><br />i think i've changed..i dunno whether im becoming a better or wo</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:100%;" >rse person...<br />i reject food so easily dis few days.. n each time i look at any food, i kept looking at how much cals per serving does it cost...n study, yup, not at all..im becoming more lazy..my life is like so damn meaningless..<br />no2..i must set my mind, if i keep making my life buzy, i can starve happily..<br />n one of da thing dat can make me buzy is study...oh me n myself...pleaseee...</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXqPRe-F76pItUgPsXgtnDYb4MU7HmdWpyPS2svRTmFarDNuDCfk-HIhdBhla2EKfpRRKY1hmC-AnZ3HsnDw9GMqoe9joH6pWd-PbntDOh0f5xUJBs3np2izZeHtKb0zis3itZZ825JVc/s1600/s4perfection.png"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 169px; height: 118px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXqPRe-F76pItUgPsXgtnDYb4MU7HmdWpyPS2svRTmFarDNuDCfk-HIhdBhla2EKfpRRKY1hmC-AnZ3HsnDw9GMqoe9joH6pWd-PbntDOh0f5xUJBs3np2izZeHtKb0zis3itZZ825JVc/s320/s4perfection.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5461554276659738898" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">* now, i miss my family so much..just wanna go home ...oh myyyy *</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">*but before dat, i need 2 be somebody pretty thin..*</span><br /></div>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-44175788085173070892010-04-17T12:09:00.000-07:002010-04-17T12:48:36.766-07:00[MNF 4] to seven<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_kXnuZbhFbpvyX6d0iwr7GmgfD2zglGPPoT0rr5VdqoyiiYfCNenXvliKin67Q-TSiV69lzW8upLY20MitxN9eGmbdjCR23tWxqAJ6KZnfne6T7QVC7JeJ6bsInZNWfFgKG6uLWjc8Ws/s1600/sad.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 100px; height: 100px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_kXnuZbhFbpvyX6d0iwr7GmgfD2zglGPPoT0rr5VdqoyiiYfCNenXvliKin67Q-TSiV69lzW8upLY20MitxN9eGmbdjCR23tWxqAJ6KZnfne6T7QVC7JeJ6bsInZNWfFgKG6uLWjc8Ws/s320/sad.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5461189822849754530" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" >ouh yeah...<br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" >im not gud..cos i haven't been updatin..</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" ><br />wat can i say is, its been 3 days i have no internet connection at my home..</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" ><br />now it pop out back 4 our MNF update..</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;font-family:courier new;font-size:130%;" >*its my update actually*</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" ><br />ok,last frid,<span style="font-size:130%;">*i mean yesterday*,</span></span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" > me n my housemates had went jogging n exercised around da stadium at our uni..</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" ><br />da best part is we climb up tru da closed gate into da track field...<span style="font-size:130%;">*legally n forbidden ;p*</span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" >n for da 1st time, i feel light...haha</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" >how many laps did i jogged??? sorry, uncountable..lol </span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" ><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">then we go n have a drink..</span></span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:courier new;" ><br />n till today, i lie if i haven't eat anytin..<br />but i eat just a little, bcos my housemate fed me...</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:courier new;" ><br />they're did notice my change behaviour about food lately..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" >n last thurs, i had lost one of my fav belongings..</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" >i cried out loud..im so sad..n my housemates were so worried..</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" >i dun wanna eat, but they tried hard 2 make me hepy n fed me..</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" >but no worries, just a little..n im pretty sure all da pilates,yoga n other exercises had help me 2 burn out all da cals...</span></span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" ><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">n i will try not 2 eat anytin start 2morrow..</span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:courier new;" >even today i just had a tea n mirinda apple in da morning..<br />*dat mirinda i drink in wish dat it will make me hepy after i didn't find my lost belongings n trying 2 accept da fact dat it's lost ;(...*<br />then tonight maybe coffee cos i wanna stay up for study..;)</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:courier new;" >just drinks..n btw, i had weighed again last thurs..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:courier new;" >i had changed my weight chart..hehe</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:courier new;" >i thought of buying a weight scale, but here is totally xpensive compared 2 my country..</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:courier new;" ><br />still, hope all of u r doing great!!!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:courier new;" >no matter wat, life needs 2 go on..</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" ><br />we have 2 move on..i dunno how 2 live without my belonging <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">dat i love so much...n now i lost it..</span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" >at least i still can breathe.. i shud appreciate dat..</span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);font-family:courier new;" ><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">n never give up- wish me luck 4 my xam 2morrow-. ;)</span></span></span>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-27845358903203258882010-04-14T09:44:00.000-07:002010-04-14T10:04:40.685-07:00[MNF 1] to four<div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cccccc;">so here it goes..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cccccc;">feel glad having frens like u all.. thanks 4 da support..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cccccc;">now im having a new spirit...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cccccc;">feels so weird not updatin da blog since my internet connection is sucks...lol ;P</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cccccc;">n now im using my friend's internet...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cccccc;">but no worries, she won't know anytin...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cccccc;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cccccc;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cccccc;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cccccc;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cccccc;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#666666;">so, i restart my MNF..i know its 2 late, but better late than never ryte?? haha</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#666666;">yesterday, ive got dis huge stomache dat i thought it will go away by eating, but i was wrong...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#666666;">da stomache bcame worse till nyte..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#666666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#cccccc;">i restart da MNF today... i will called it MNF 1 to 4- </span><span style="color:#ff6666;">*four stand for da official MNF..see, im left behind!!*</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cccccc;">i will try not 2 give up..2gether we try 2 b strong...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cccccc;">i woke up, then we go 2 class...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cccccc;">but just for 1 hour...then me n my friends went 2 dis restaurant..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#cccccc;">they ordered bread dat is really large..each time they offered me, i said im havin' stomache</span><span style="color:#ff6666;"> *now i know da tricks really works..lol ;)*</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#cccccc;">i just ordered some desserts dat is like a juice, </span><span style="color:#ff6666;">* i dunno how 2 describe it, but for sure, its not a solid food..yay again..*</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#666666;">then, went back home, i slept cos im tired..n still had da stomache even after taking meds...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#666666;">i bought a new green tea mint..i wonder how it feel n smell...hehe</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#666666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cccccc;">now da days had turn into nyte, i know i can do dis..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cccccc;">n so do u... if u ever wanna give up, remember...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cccccc;">everyday dat i succeed, i get 1 day closer 2 my goal...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#cccccc;">fill up ur time by pilates, yoga, talking with ur frens...or mybe some homeworks</span><span style="color:#ff6666;"> *though i know we're 2 lazy 4 dat*..haha</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#666666;">s0, all da best fellas.love u all</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#666666;">-gottabsomebody-</span></div>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-26531756002470809402010-04-12T12:40:00.000-07:002010-04-12T14:32:26.094-07:00SCREW ME<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">here it goes...da almost perfect MNF 2nd day..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">woke up at noon...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">again, i skipped class...lol ;)</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">but not bcause of da day, just bcause me n other friends got some unsettled stuff with the uni, so we're 2 lazy to go to class...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">so, here it goes..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">my housemate decided 2 cook '<span style="font-size:130%;">chicken rice'</span> 2day, so i did get away by telling her dat ive got other plan 2 go out..ate with my other buddies..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">then, everyting did go well..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">i ate notin, except just drink <span style="font-size:130%;">some water</span>..n <span style="font-size:130%;">juice</span>..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">when it comes 2 nyte, my housemate decided 2 <span style="font-size:130%;">postponed</span> da 'chicken rice' plan 2 tomorrow..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">n in my head i was like 'wat a crap..omg..plan2, please come...'</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">n i was blank..cos 2morrow is holiday 4 us, how do i want 2 escape without staying home???</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">at nyte, yeah..went out with my buddies..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">i ordered <span style="font-size:130%;">sweet corn blended juice</span> n my buddy ordered <span style="font-size:130%;">borio blended juice</span> n <span style="font-size:130%;">fried rice</span>..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">then here we go..we kept talking n talking...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">so sudden she tried 2 feed me n i <span style="font-size:130%;">refuse.</span>.many times..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">then, she said 2 me so loudly, <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-size:130%;" >'</span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-size:130%;" >hey dear, u're already thin enough ok..u look like u had lose some weight since da last time i saw u..u look kinda skinny..</span><span style="font-size:130%;">' </span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">n in my head,<span style="font-size:130%;">'</span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-size:130%;" >yeah ryte, lol..thin,skinny..nahhh??</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-size:130%;" >'</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">she said again, <span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-size:130%;" >'</span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-size:130%;" >plis eat 4 me...its 4 my birthday.</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);font-size:130%;" >.<span style="font-weight: bold;"> just few spoons, PLEASE</span>'</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">then u know wat happened next...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">i rush home..n made dis <span style="font-size:130%;">laxative indicated herbal tea</span>...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">n all of wat she feed me <span style="font-size:130%;">did came out from my body</span>...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">feel glad~ but <span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">SCREW ME</span></span>..<span style="font-size:130%;">i ruined my MNF</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">im a loser am i??? how about 2morrow?? how about da 'chicken' plan??</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">now im left out..if i start back da day after 2morow..i'll be late n such a failure ryte??</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">still i did weight before i went out with my buddy..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">n i lose 1kg..only 1kg..i just dun get it..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">-iknowonlymecanfixmysystem-</span>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-65853751530514074842010-04-11T12:16:00.000-07:002010-04-11T12:49:45.160-07:00[da tinyhungerpoint 1]<div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 204, 0);font-family:verdana;">yeah-<span style="font-weight: bold;"> MNF midsummer's night fast</span><br />here it comes<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">2day start..i skipped class<br />but i did went 2 practical class in the midnoon till evening<br />friends offered me lots of food<br />i really do know how 2 say no~ lol ;D<br />so, now..just a few ticking hours 2 go...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJg4laagnNG58KQ2IdeMs8n0xq2jO3cOAdZCDoysNymuP93pBpDP8niXjCfUJOvbiQDhhuTxiYbkfIbJrgU8rOqNmCiVF3ZysarQGynFYoq1W3Jz_mWf28tbd0dBFL6aog9FgbJ9q5KC0/s1600/nothanks.gif"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 100px; height: 100px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJg4laagnNG58KQ2IdeMs8n0xq2jO3cOAdZCDoysNymuP93pBpDP8niXjCfUJOvbiQDhhuTxiYbkfIbJrgU8rOqNmCiVF3ZysarQGynFYoq1W3Jz_mWf28tbd0dBFL6aog9FgbJ9q5KC0/s320/nothanks.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5458968574605657218" border="0" /></a><br /><br />im gonna be fine..yes i will...<br />n i am now...<br />just having some guava juice n lots of water..<br /></div><br /></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);font-family:verdana;" >this is my first time doing dis..i have 2 set my mind..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);font-family:verdana;" >it may be </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;" >the beggining</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);font-family:verdana;" >..but not </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">the end</span>..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);font-family:verdana;" >2 all..thnks..n lets be part from each other..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 0);font-family:verdana;" >lets be somebody.pretty thin.</span>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-42288337537925841132010-04-10T12:05:00.000-07:002010-04-10T12:16:28.880-07:00da starter mark<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102); font-family: verdana;">2day i ate.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102); font-family: verdana;">my housemate made a cream spaghetti cheese.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102); font-family: verdana;">n hell yeah, i have 2 eat it..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102); font-family: verdana;">with them..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102); font-family: verdana;">n again, yeah..out of my stomach n throat in large amount..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102); font-family: verdana;">i smell somethin in my room..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102); font-family: verdana;">n i knew it came from da basket at the end corner of my room..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102); font-family: verdana;">but its ok dear self..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102); font-family: verdana;">2morrow u'll be ok..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102); font-family: verdana;">cos 2morrow is <span style="font-size:130%;">da starter mark..</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102); font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-size:130%;">11th april</span>. we'll see. lets try hard. n b prettythin skinnyme.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102); font-family: verdana;">-gottabsomebody-</span><br /></div>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-71664172657787931802010-04-08T23:56:00.000-07:002010-04-09T16:13:04.313-07:00lost n stranded<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">i eat, n eat</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">then i puke,i binge</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">maybe i shud fast??</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">or mybe i shud wat???</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">i can feel da belly fat</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">i can feel im not as i want 2 be</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">just.pity me.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">come on.only u can do this.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">so, ive been thinking,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">i want 2 try one of da- </span><a style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);" href="http://momochi856.blogspot.com/2010/04/calling-all-girls.html">MOMOCHI856</a><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">'s plan.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">~i just gottabsomebody~</span>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-48270929506892914552010-03-15T22:58:00.000-07:002010-03-15T23:15:28.469-07:00a bad shit<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhZjemOuEvcE17RkxAxVi48o7BJ8kIGqPsT7HMSugOB5mVxkKHLFin9AshtQqob82MFh8GONf2SpTQ9nVJY93rTjXQ8qUcmDMJu5pfynvSMvUMisyjYhZS8qqGlW3MVKTgyAFZAbUPkmhc/s1600-h/over-eating-gluttony.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 247px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhZjemOuEvcE17RkxAxVi48o7BJ8kIGqPsT7HMSugOB5mVxkKHLFin9AshtQqob82MFh8GONf2SpTQ9nVJY93rTjXQ8qUcmDMJu5pfynvSMvUMisyjYhZS8qqGlW3MVKTgyAFZAbUPkmhc/s320/over-eating-gluttony.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449111111421395602" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: courier new; font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">my birthday is coming</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">n feels like shit</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">cos i just eat n feeling fatty</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">where's my skinny thiny??</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">i want it back..on my special b-day..<br />.so, i'll do eat.i must.<br /></span><br /></span></div>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-76310735010143562522010-03-02T02:02:00.000-08:002010-04-09T16:14:20.133-07:00tell me what should i do??<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihh_OVuwxqXQJ2ftdWdPZsWP1dqIXIKaYNgpP2jw-36yn5iA6bhiXB-jfCutxpqaF_jcd-deamoKDmu0Q_7byLahRXBncp7UDwPHxUrr7powltemW3FRhGtH1Sk8lQ4xK4cqvMJwq3R7Y/s1600-h/86006fe6d34121f6.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 140px; height: 124px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihh_OVuwxqXQJ2ftdWdPZsWP1dqIXIKaYNgpP2jw-36yn5iA6bhiXB-jfCutxpqaF_jcd-deamoKDmu0Q_7byLahRXBncp7UDwPHxUrr7powltemW3FRhGtH1Sk8lQ4xK4cqvMJwq3R7Y/s320/86006fe6d34121f6.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5443976787017093042" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >its been hiatus for a long time here..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >how i miss ol da ana's bloggers..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >reading theirs n reflect it back 2 mine..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >wat is happening to me?? tell me what should i do..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >ive been fasting for few days..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >then i start eating back...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >last week, something awful happened to me..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >not just me, but me and my gurlfriends..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >dat incident makes me lose my appetite..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >im fasting on dat day..i just can't eat..n sleep..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >now im moving on..i try 2 forget all those things..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >im eating as usual..but my misery feelings about food keep disturbing my mind..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >n last nyte,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >my stomach hurts so damn much..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >binging for thrice last nyte..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >n today..dunno wat will happened to me next..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >tell me, just tell me...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >i'm searchin' for ana..n now i'm livin with mia...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);font-family:georgia;" >?caught in my own secret underneath?</span>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5157724866571796782.post-55290991792986889422010-02-19T16:04:00.000-08:002010-02-19T16:21:38.385-08:00my sore throat OR my soul??<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjt674tG_kNRI-7L3z9N6pwTRXV-AICbREhEnsRbo5TCnxcPLQWp1YhjE9IO-9C3rCX8n8mRZHmcCn0sFSB3TGG1gOfnimKv9PsZ4FaWlMZFLheepbC4XhQ1c3Xl0nHXZ1ibKdZ-FzfS3g/s1600-h/r.htm"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 207px; height: 162px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjt674tG_kNRI-7L3z9N6pwTRXV-AICbREhEnsRbo5TCnxcPLQWp1YhjE9IO-9C3rCX8n8mRZHmcCn0sFSB3TGG1gOfnimKv9PsZ4FaWlMZFLheepbC4XhQ1c3Xl0nHXZ1ibKdZ-FzfS3g/s320/r.htm" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440113064681108690" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" >kinda <span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >happy</span> 2day..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" >but lets go straight..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" >now, 1.00am, i slept at 10.45pm n i woke up back..</span> <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><br />need 2 study,study n study!</span> <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><br /><br />but all day long,</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" >all i ate is just- <span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >tea, a bar of chocolate, banana, n a veggie soup in just a small amount..</span></span> <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><br />i feel great!! i did it...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" >i can control my huge attractiveness 2 food!</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" >thnks 2 <span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >thinspiration</span>..hehe</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><br />but, part of da main issue dat i dun wanna eat is my sore throat..</span> <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" >is it?? i feel dumnness in my tastebud..</span> <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><br />but great, cos i can feel a little thiny me has appeared..</span> <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><br />my roomate mentioned dat i look a lil higher n <span style="font-weight: bold;">skinny</span>..</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" >lol ;p</span> <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><br />nahhh~ just her way 2 jokin' around..</span> <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><br />cos she used 2 said i have dis double chin under my chubby face da day b4..haha</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><br />so, no more chatterin' around...</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" >books r waitin'..</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" >no matter wut, i think i want 2 start fastin' 2morrow..</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);font-family:courier new;" >but i'll eat somethin' 2nyte..</span>MAYBE<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0); font-weight: bold;font-family:courier new;" >so, buddies~ stay on focus. study n weight.</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0); font-weight: bold;font-family:courier new;" >juz .gottabsomebody.</span>gottabsomebodyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13002751104409258510noreply@blogger.com0