im talking alone.
dat gurl is prettythin. i wanna b like her. but..i am no close 2 her.y can't i??
whispering to myself.
i had dis thought, i wanna flip my body like i used 2 when i was a child.
y can't i do it now??
mybe bcause my fat is so big n makes my body bcome heavy 2 be lift up??
i won't lie anymore. yup, i eat too much today.
like a cow. n i hate myself for doing so.
i hate myself so much. i miss my family so much.
but i decided, i told my housemates that im not gonna tribute money for cooking.
cos i dun wanna eat anymore. mybe just a lil.
n my reason is money. n yup, they said ok.
can't u realize dis?? u stupid fat. please.
so, i won't write. till im satisfied.
so sorry MNF. im out.
i will start counting by my own self.
i'll write when im fasting.
im so dissapointed in my own self.
just sorry. just want 2 b prettythin. like her.so i'll start again all by myself.
