~flows into ur mind~

dear anamia

"Don't give up what you want most for what you want at the moment."

.hate/love this.

Friday, May 21, 2010

drowning in meaningless

here i am..
for long ive been gone..
a month?? yeah...lol
em, its true..im stuck in da mid of my own college's prob...
then about a month ive been out of town..
settling up everytin..n now im back, things still being unsettled..
im so damn jealous wif other frens, having their finals..
n im stuck like hell a politician doing things other than stdy..

im stress out..
i tried 2 fast, i last bout 2 days n i drop from 53.7 to 53.3kg..
see, i can do it if i want it...
n now im back at home, i know dis will b easier..
y not???only me can set my mind...
n internet, no...im using my frens cos my internet connection sucks..
less money, less eat, less internet???

ouh yeah..now i am me..
i watched grey's last nyte..
she said,
the very worst part is dat da minute u think u're past it,
it starts all over again.
n always, everytime, it takes ur breath away..

1 comment:

GLUTTONY said...

hi love sorry i didn't respond quicker, i didn't notice that you had commented me. i am studying in Toronto, currently taking Biology as my undergraduate degree. I have 2 more years and then i am applying to school's across Canada, USA, and Europe. Don't stress out love, feel free to email me at any time! i'd love to help you or be here for you both eating disorder wise or not.


:) xoxo