~flows into ur mind~

dear anamia

"Don't give up what you want most for what you want at the moment."

.hate/love this.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

im sick??

am i sick?? ive been stressed out lately.. yup, bcause of stdy.. n i just knew dat da author of da NEW MNF had gone for a break... n me?? i did fast 4 da MNF for 2days,losing 1 kg..
then i knew LEMON had gone..
but lets support each other.. everyone has their own reason..
n she just need some time...just b strong

n me,
em...yesterday,im not fasting..

bcause of da xam..
my adrenaline had put an impct strength on me (y im using dis term???lol)

i dunno if bcause of dat
mia had come again 2 my life 4 da past few days..
n ysterday, me and all of my housemates had gone 4 lunch 2gether...
n back at home, i purged...alot...
n i dunno y
im so tired yesterday evening...

so its ok,
2day i start fasting again...

i shud never give up...shud i??
i shud never say never ryte??
im worried since im taking dental course,
my prof used 2 mention bout mia...
there is one of my buddies who knew bout dis,
n keep watching her eyes on me...

she shud shut her mouth i think...

..watever it is..ana n mia is my best buddies..
..think thin..i believe in me n u..

Sunday, July 25, 2010

im a hero

life's such a hectic
im gettin tired n stress
due 2 my study life dat i sacrifice
n now, ive got exam in each week??? WTh
owh yeah..2 things stucked in my mind

-study -weight

n all my frens..we're just few n all r away from families..

each weekend, we make a gathering...
n when there's a gathering, there must b food ryte??
n yup, i ate a lot..
i thought i need energy for xam.. so i ate?? lol..
n alot means...binging for 4 days in a row..
sucks ryte..

i need a company...a buddy..a booster..
then i found a new site..
which will make u think dat u're living in a
light fairy princess's castle..
its totally supportive...i love it...
n guess wat, da MNF had start again...

its called N0t Too LAte MNF...n im joining...

since im rarely on9 due to xam,
i'll start 2day n will end 15august...

every1, do join...n lets update each other..

*wish me luck* for xam n dis life*
*p/s- lovin jessica's stroup's backbone*
im a hero of my own story
n i don't need 2 be saved

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

count on me

i changed my layout
i upload new music
i wanna b fresh n confident anamia
i dun wanna fail
i wanna b succeed
everyday is a new day
n it'll b btter if i can hang on
if not i'll start fresh n new
i want 2 b light n light
no more stress
n dis is a confession dat im still hanging on
i'll do btter

wishing dat 2 all of u 2

new thinysp0- jessica stroup 90210 (jealousy of her bone) -#-


its been such along2 time i didn't write..
hoow i reallllly miss all da anas n mias buddies...

so ive got stuck into such a uni conflict..
dat makes me stuck...n travel mostly all da time 2 sttle up da probs...
i travelled n yup i ate..
how ppl will get suicide if they get into my probs..
how u're totally far awy from ur family n need 2 sttle up all da stud illegal issue all by urself..
n ppl really love 2 take others money ryte??
huh...so tired of talkin bout such stupid stuff...

da great news is,
i transfer 2 a great uni...n really starting such a fresh a engine in my study...
n i rented a new big house..n i just got internet...!!!
so 2 my lovely buddies. i'll contct u soon...

n bout my body issue...
here's da thing...i travelled n ate n i got dis huge distract
n i gained weight...55.7kg...sucks isn't it???

then ive been fasting 4 bout 10 days...
eat low cals..but still i just lost till 53.5kg..
im hepy,but my trget is 50 n im not even close...
hurm, so starting yesterday,
i try da non solid fast...
just soup n drinks...wish me luck gurls..
n i MISS u all so muchhhh ;****
(got stuck with studies makes me eat less n if i can, i'll try 2 update k???
next week got quiz!!! ;O...bubye)